A Young Mother's Blog About Crap

4. Feeling Accomplished I feel really content today, and the day isn't even over. I know last night I was a pack of nerves and pre-prepared for a breakdown at the thought of my SO returning to work after the Christmas holidays, but today I've been on top of the world. On top of my world. I got up for baba at 5:15 this morning (usually I would leave that to the Mr as he would be getting up for work at 5:30am) took her downstairs, nappy change, bottle, breakfast, dressed and on the floor for some playtime - BAM. Then straight in the kitchen, empty bottles in sink, kettle on for coffee, took my tablets straight away - BOOM. My SO couldn't believe his eyes when he came in the living room. He couldn't stop smiling at me smiling. I was smiling! Haven't  done that much in a while... I got dressed and cleaned as soon as I could, got her off for her mid-morning nap - no problem. Met up with my mother, we went shopping, had a bit lunch. I even bought myself some clo...

1. I'm new to this... So this is my first ever blog. And I didn't think it was possible to be nervous about rambling about my life when there's a possible chance no one is ever going to read this. So, some stuff about me, I'm in my early twenties, mother to one adorable little demon and I'm tubby - none of this "oh but you're not fat" BS you can't even see me, I'm under 5' 4" and I'm a size 18, I'm tubby, but I rock it. You can't love boobs and a bum and not expect a tum. I love food, fashion, music and art - and I am crap at... all of them. I know, you're only six lines into my blog and I've insulted myself about 6 or 7 times, I really do see the light in all of it, and to be honest, I'm probably wrong about at least one of them (it's definitely not the cooking). I just prefer to see life as 'glass half empty'. My reason being, when something good happens (like the birth of my baby) it mak...